Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Only in my dreams

Nani walked into class the last day for her. More importantly the last day for her and Shawn. The guy that she has been stalking for the past 11 days. He was the fantsy of perfection. The boy off of the movie screen, the mist of perfection. She wasn't ugly, but compared to him completely out of her league. He was the football quarter back of the top high school, she was the chubby kid who didn't get picked from the pee wee team. SO SO SO SO SOOOOO CUTE. She quietly sat in her seat in the last row, and waited for class to begin and for him to enter the class. A couple of seconds later he entered the door. She knew he had very little knowledge of her being, but it wasn't completely help less. He walked past the door way and headed to his seat two rows in front of her. He put his head on his desk like he usually did. She usually at that point would stare at him in awe. Today, however, she was fighting back the tears of never seeing him agian. Of course she knew that she would get over him, but for the moment she really wanted to chase the dream of him and her. She sighed and the day began. It went off as usaul, she listened to the teacher giving instructions about the worksheet, as Shawn talked to the skinny Asain girl in front of him. Through out the summer she had made this story in her head about her pucnching the skinny Asain girl in the face for talking to him, then walking away. Focusing on the worksheet was hard. She really wanted to focus on how his dirty blonde hair fell under his black beanie. And how his local motion shirt was just a little tight on him. It was tiring thinking about him. She knew that her barbie and kent dream of him and her weren't going to happen. But she had hoped that it would. He was going to live his life and never remember her. She would think about her every so often and smirk off the thought of him. Hour after hour fell and she couldn't wait to leave. Leave him and the thoughts, the analyzed dreams, his cute smile, and his un-knowledge of her. She waited til 1 hour seperated her and him. It was free time to say good byes and turn in their work. She pulled out her controband ipod and began to listen to "Famous Last Words." She begun to analyze the words of the song knowing it was going to be her they sung about, 'I am not afraid to walk this world alone." When just at that moment, to what to her wondering mind would appear but hot Shawn Miller, and a heart full of fear. He tapped her back and she thought, "great i probably have something on my face as i look at him." He had a half smile and shook the hair from his eyes. He began to speak and her heart began to shake. "Sup?" Shawn said in that hot tone of his. "Ipod," was all she could make out. "I saw that you were sitting alone," he tried to make a conversation. "Yeah," she uttered. "Yeah. So... Did you finish your paper?" Shawn honestly looked like he was trying so she kept answering his questions. Til what meaning less questions turned to a hault. He stood up, but stared at her all the while. "I was wondering, he began, "if you had an email?" Her eyes gave away her shock, and he must have noticed becasue it looked as though he was going to take back the email asking. She quickly said, "yeah," took out a piece of paper and wrote down her email as fast as humanly possible. He took it and their hands touched for the very first time. She knew that this was going to be the beginning of something intresting. RING! The bell sounded and the end of school was here. It was the end of school, but not the end of her dream. Not to led off to far in the future, but the future held even more of Shawn and her then she could have ever imagined. The end of school, and the beginnig of something beautiful...

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